Dear E, 

Hey, I miss you.

You were good to me.

So I guess 

one of the main reason 

we became right now 

its because of our trust issues

We are so generous and honest to each other

ever since the last time before u met him

Yea, maybe each of us trying to protect ourselves 

we are still too young for love 

so I think we are in between 

self-love and selfish 

Sometimes, 

I don't really understand what's the point we're struggling for 

so I think maybe we just don't wanna to end it up 

maybe we just don't wanna to have a bad ending between us 

Im so clear about everything 

every situations, and how playful youre 

I mean.. yea good things take times.

Time will help to figure out what's the best for us

So I think the reason I never got back with my ex

its also because of the trust issues 

its not because we don't trust each other 

its because we thought that we're trust on each other 

so we could lied and maybe we'll understand why 

its hurt

Im clear with my feelings

I know that I got jealous when seeing u with someone else 

but I pretend to be I'm okay 

because I always trying hard to respect what decision u make

No matter how 

there's someone really fall into you 

because of your inner beauty 

someone who really care a lot about you 

and the moment when I'm drowning in ur eyes 

I have no idea that's you or me insane 

So what I can do now 

just wish you all the best 

wish you happy and healthy 

be wild and bold to explore ur life 

I miss the moments 

when we find times to fix with each other 

the moment we trying to meet up 

those little moment we spent time together 

precious, unforgettable. 

Do good, be good, love yourself.

I promise I'll do the same with you.

- R