22-2-24

 hey, its me again 

so today is 222 which means 

I think a transformation or changing of life?

how's life going on?

im searching for the meaning of my life.

ups and downs been through

no matter its about career or relationship 

or maybe about my families.

so when I'm face it 

am I really happy?

but yea I did appreciate everything.

im always self-doubt

not that im not loving myself 

its just am I really seek for affirmation from others?

am I care for attention? I don't think so 

but I do need attention from people who I care about 

did I expect something? im trying so hard to step back

and now im think the limit almost there 

I think I should just stop right there 

there is still a lot of priority things in my life 

I means yes my daily life 

and how much its important of my metime 

the only ways I used to recharge myself 

I do think a lot and over review myself 

I do know what im looking for 

I know how to do the best will come for me 

it just am I really brave enough?

am I really ready to step out of my comfort zone?

are u ready to amaze yourself?

you will be a great person

improving but not proving 

do for ur ownself not for anyone else 

are you okay?

its okay to be not okay 

its okay to digest your emotion

its good you choose to face every problems 

and solve it , accept it 

you are now grew up a lot every single moments 

you are different from your own past

its okay just leave it behind 

move on, going on, keeping on 

just let it go 

its part of your experience 

which helps you to build 

the every single little pieces of you 

you will be great

one day.

trust yourself,

trust the process of life,

trust the spaces and time, 

you will thanks for yourself,

for the every decisions you make.

you looks good. Ryeon

thank you humans 

who loved me.